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..Life's journey is what we choose it to be..

Go confidently in the direction of your dreams.

Live the life you've imagined.

In the eyes of a child...

there is joy, there is laughter... there is hope, there is trust, a chance to shape the future...

Still under construction.. :P

Will update the slider later later la ek.. maleh nak pk.. muahhahah.

Still under construction.. :P

Will update the slider later later la ek.. maleh nak pk.. muahhahah.

Still under construction.. :P

Will update the slider later later la ek.. maleh nak pk.. muahhahah.

Nov 20, 2009

back to work

yup.. i'm back to work.. start dari rabu lagi.. abess MC arituh.. ada gak terpikir nak sambung je cuti straight smp weekend.. tapi cam kena bergerak2 jugak la.. lagi dok rumah.. lagi rasa lembik pulak.

Alhamdullillah.. keje pun dipermudahkan dari mid Nov until end Dec nih.. I'm assigned as a full timer utk UAT Session.. which only need me to stay depan pc dan bagi komen pada UAT instructor bile perlu from 9-5 every day.. tak jauh mane cume 2 tingkat atas office aje.. (sib baik bukan kat menara or kelana jaya or mane-mane kena travel).

Utk alahan teruk dan penurunan berat badan mendadak.. Dah minta bekalan ubat tahan muntah from Dr Idris (masa visit dia on Monday) so.. gradually takde la seteruk last week..  Walaupun dah tak makan ubat tuh dah 2 hari nih .. still manageable la rasa nak muntah & pening lalat. (Sebenarnye selagi ada rasa pregnancy sickness nih.. I feel a bit better knowing somehow.. baby is progressing well.. kalau takde rase pape, lagi cuak rasenye)...

MDH pule busy bagai nak rak seminggu dua nih.. he even ask me to drive by own pegi keje (since dia teramatla lewatnye nak fetch balik dan kena dok sengsorang kat opis sementara menunggu tuh). Sorry my dear, satu reasonnya.. memang malas pun nak drive..(heheh)  but more importantly.. since pegi keje sesama pergi & balik.. atleast I do have time borak-borak ngan hubby.. Kalau tak.. agaknye seminggu tak tertembung dan tak berkata-kata sesama sendiri..

Menunggu di office is lot more better.. daripada tak bercakap to each other..

Ika .. sangatla excited with the news yang dia insya Allah akan dpt adik.. hari hari tanya.. "Bile ye mama, baby tu nak kuar dari perut mama nih ? " Siap sekarang dah bagi nama pulak tuh.. "Afin" .. Tatau la mane die dapat name tuh.. tapi beriya panggil dan bercakap2 kat perut ngan baby Afin..

Abang.. me'relate'kan kejadian manusia dan perubahan-perubahan biologi.. antara soalan-soalannye..
 " so mama.. masa dulu.. abang yg duduk dlm perut mama kan.. berapa lama tuh ?"
 ".. ooo.. masa abang dah 1 year baru Ika plak dok dlm perut mama ke?"
 " .. hmp.. ooo.. sekarang baby tuh kecik je ke ? macam duit 10 sen je?"
 "... ooo.. dia ada jantung dah.. cuba dengar jantung abang nih.. ada tak bunyi dup dap.. mama punye meh abang dengar "
 ".. kat sini ke kat perut nih ada baby.. patutla buncit aje.." (padahal yg buncit tu lebih lemak aje.. hehehe)

p/s: hermp.. terasa kemengantukan sebenarnya sesangat hari nih. Dah la tadi...dok dah depan sekali kat training room tadi. Selambe je.. menguap.. dan melepekkan diri kat depan pc.. hahaha..

Bzzz.. tido sat la...

Nov 11, 2009

Bed Rest..

Dari pulang kerja jumaat lepas; saya dah ada a few 'brown spotting' ala-ala nak abess menses tuh. I was so cuak that I couldn't bring myself to told the news to my sister (k.uteh) terkebetulan berada di rumah dia petang tuh sbb nak attend my big Bro (abang) kenduri doa selamat before performing hajj. MDH is not around petang tuh.. ada meeting with bosses yg akan start kol 8.30mlm.. that's why I was at k.uteh house pun...

I only told MDH dalam perjalanan pulang ke rumah late that night.. Esok pagi Sabtu pula si budak berdua tuh ada performance sempena ceremony convocation 6 years old @ Little Caliph.. so tanakla rush ke klinik dan memunahkan harapan budak duorang tuh to perform on stage. Kesian diorang dah berlatih berminggu-minggu nak nyanyi Thomas & Friend for Ika ; and 'Apa Khabar orang Kampung' for Abang.

Event Sabtu went well.. and so does on Sunday... cuma menonton the long overdue 'The Half Blood Prince'...

Monday came.. & I attend meetings @ Annexe and what not.. ((some do comments I look 'tak bermaya' on Monday)) not that I feel any pain or what ever.. but maybe worry took a toll on me. Jah plak (thanks Jah) siap offer to send me off to PMC petang tuh.. walaupun lepas tu baru teringat ada meeting @ 2pm.. hehehhe

Tuesday came.. remembering Dr Zana *the obgyn* kat klinik menara will be available on Tues.. I walk to the clinics hoping to redah aje jumpe Dr Zana at round 10.30am. Tub tub.. Dr Zana cuma akan masuk clinic petang & kakak kaunter soh jumpe aje Dr Rasool yg mmg available pagi tuh.

Dr Rasool took some notes down & terus je wrote a refer letter for me.

Biar pun rasa takot.. tapi I need to face it (if it bad) sooner or later.. berpemergian la kami ke Klinik Wanita Dr Idris kat TTDI (terkena pula 11.30 onwards dia kat klinik TTDI).

To our relieved (as at yesterday) my pregnancy is still intact.. tiny 4mm fetus last week has grown to 10.11mm. The heart beats.. :)

Dr Idris put me on a bed rest untill he sees me again next monday morning...

So .. ini la saya yg sedang bed resting at home..  buat masa nih.. duorang budak belum balik sekolah.. boleh la tenang.. Sat lagi pasti ada penyanyi handalan akan start buat concert di tepian.. & arkitek handalan akan cuba menunjukkan hasil hasil seninya kepada saya selang 10 minit..

Wish us luck !!

Nov 5, 2009

aja aja fighting!

bak kata anak sedaraku.. mari la bersama-sama 'aja aja fighting!'

when for the 2nd visit to Dr Idris pagi tadi.. selepas penantian 7 hari .. menanti Dr Idris masuk klinik tadi (45 minit lewat) pun macam menyeksaan.. (sib baik ada banyak bahan bacaan & duduk dekat ngan almari buku..) abess la 5-6 majalah kena belek-belek.. baca..

At first glance bila scan tadi.. still macam kosong jugak gestational sac .. (dah rasa down dah.. huhu) ... Tapi somehow ada sekali imbas.. I saw a small dot blinking.. Bila Dr Idris cam lambat je nak bagi response and keep on looking.. rasa cam nak je tolong pegang scanner die dan tunjukkan..

Bila zoom to gestational sac tadi.. ada la kenampakan one small dot (kecik yg amat di tepi-tepian sac tuh..) and it's blinking. Bila Dr Idris susah nak cari balik that 'small dot' ; ku tahan nafas (nak bagi perut nih diam & tak gerak-gerak ikut pernafasan). Dr Idris manage to measure the 'small dot' . Sizenya 4mm.

Dr Idris cuma kata.. for the benefit of the doubt.. we will have another round of scan next week.. to see how it progress. Mungkin.. mungkin katanya.. date conceived is later than predicted. Maybe baby mmg baru 5-6 weeks.. not 7 week. But sac mmg size 7 weeks.. uhh. pelik.. tapi itulah hasil visit to Dr Idris hari ini..

Atleast.. kami dpt lihat sesuatu tadi.. (moga-moga semuanya selamat.. doakan kami ye!)

(*-*) Aja aja fighting!