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..Life's journey is what we choose it to be..

Go confidently in the direction of your dreams.

Live the life you've imagined.

In the eyes of a child...

there is joy, there is laughter... there is hope, there is trust, a chance to shape the future...

Still under construction.. :P

Will update the slider later later la ek.. maleh nak pk.. muahhahah.

Still under construction.. :P

Will update the slider later later la ek.. maleh nak pk.. muahhahah.

Still under construction.. :P

Will update the slider later later la ek.. maleh nak pk.. muahhahah.

Nov 22, 2005

jalan-jalan raya 2

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post gamba dulu laa.. citer kemudian.. ehehhe
"gamba kanak-kanak "Afiq, Auni, Aiman, Atiqah, Amirul & Afif"

Nov 17, 2005

Tiq.. tiq

Celik celik mata dah carik dah .."tiq.. tiQ.."
menyusur turun dari katil.. baring atas riba atiqah..
seems like amirul has getting use of searching for his sister celik dari tido laie.. We always introducing her sister as 'adik' so nowadays.. amirul yang dah pandai nyebut beberapa words yang kami recognize la.. antara


"tiq..tiq.." means adik
"nenenenen " means milk or air kosong
"mamamamam.." means biskut jacob weetamel
'babybaby.." which actual bear bear...
"abiiiiii.. " with hand signalling dah abeshhhhh
"ye.. daaaa..." which always pronouce while Dh parks our car which means dah sampai..
and a lot of bubbling.. mumbling..as if he was telling a story... sibuk citer gok kalau org tgh bercriter..


He is so carefull with her sister, yeyy Good Boy! Takut jugak kalau-kalau Amirul spesis yang mengganas dan rebel with her sister around, alhamdulillah setakat ini, tak pernah lagi la membaling pape kat adik.. dan kalau tgk die cam jeles jeles pun iadik & abangdak pernah la lagi cube membuang adik dari riba papa & mama. Just die baring dedekat kite.. suruh orang bagi attention kat die.. itu aje laa.. Adik nangis pun kengkadang bile kitorang biarkan sat (sbb tgh siap siap nak gih keje ke..) die la yang sebuk lari lari masuk bilik.. kalau tersampai tgn kat adik tuh.. siap tepuk tepuk kan kaki adik.. Ewah.. tolong comfortkan laie.. Bangganya mama bile ngk amirul sayang adik mcm tuh.. OOooo.. ckp pasal sayang.. uhh.. cayang pipi , dahi.. dagu.. tgn adik .. habis lebuh muka adik ngan air liur (kekadang + hingus skali) .. hohoho .
Bangganya mama & papa ngan abang & atiqah.. harap-harap dapat berpakat baik macam nih sampai dah besar panjang nanti..

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Nov 14, 2005

Raya dulu

DULU.....

Masa kecik-kecik selalu kire-kire berapa pasang baju raya tahun tuh. Pikir 2-3 hari untuk decide mana satu baju nak pakai raya pertama, raya kedua, raya ketiga.. Lagi 2-3 hari sebelum raya, arwah mak sure dah sibuk-sibuk cari daun pucuk nak anyam ketupat. Atleast 100 pieces kena ada malam raya nanti. Anyam ketupat nih satu skill yang sume orang asyik kate kena blaja sendiri.. arwah mak panggil bekas isi kueh tuh 'telab' tak sure aku ngape.. tapi aku pahamla ape 'telab' tuh.. eehehehe. Rebus ketupat, masak rendang dan macam-macam lagi acara-acara yang perlu die siapkan sebelum menjelang subuh. Aku plak.. tugasan yang mmg feveret semua orang suruh aku buat ialah iron kan baju semua orang.. adusss.. baju kaklong & banglong sekeluarga.. anak-anak kakngah, abang aku pun tumpang sekaki kekadang.. pastu aku susun baju derang anak beranak kat dinding.. ehhehe.. seronok .. ntah laa.. miss nya aku saat-saat tuh.. sobbsss (note for pic : Inilah acara menganyam daun ketupat.. berbakul-bakul)

Sebelum subuh lagi, aku dah bangun.. masjid kat seberang sungai .. dah sayup dah orang bertakbir.. get up get up.. aku kena bangun awal.. bukannya ape.. rebut turn bilik airr.. hehehhehee.. with family of 8 siblings, 30 grandchildren.. cukup la utk buat beratur mandi pagi raya tuh satu penyiksaan.. uhh uhhh.. (notice gamba kat sebelah nih, this is my family picture , rasanya taken when I was just 1-2 year old.. yang paling kecik atas riba my mother tuh la.. heheh)
Bersiap siap seawal subuh laie.. sbb kat kampung aku tuh, sedara mara, adik beradik arwah mak semua dok dedekat jek.. so lepas subuh dari masjid tuh, pacik macik dah serbu dah pintu rumah aku tuh..yela kan.. arwah mak anak yang sulung dari adik beradik dia.

Habis salam-salam orang yang terjah depan pintu lepas subuh, aku selalu kejar kaklang atau kaklong ikut derang pegi rumah Nek Nyang dan pusing dedekat rumah aku tuh.. biasa laa aku kan pendiam orangnye.. ikut diorang tayah cakap pape.. dok belakang.. masuk salam.. Ngap ngap ape-apa yang mcm sedap.. hehehehhee.. diorang nak kluar.. ikut keluar gak.. hiihihi..

Sepanjang jalan depan rumah aku tuh, wlp masih gelap samar samar subuh penuh dah orang berjalan-jalan (kebanyakkan adik beradik arwah mak & anak-anak mereka) so sambil jalan-jalan tgh jalan pun ada seisi salam-salam... dan aku budak kecik masa tuh.. penuh poket ngan duit raya.. yahaaaaaaaa..! Best nye bestnye...

Abess round sekeliling rumah dedekat tuh, balik rumah sarapan.. nyumm sedapnye makan lontong & masak lodeh, ketupat dan rendang spesel ayam arwah mak. (uhu.. rindunya saat dulu-dulu). Dalam kol 8 camtuh, yang lelaki semua nak pegi solat raya.. masanih semua mamat-mamat hero kat rumah tuh menhensemkan diri.. pakai baju melayu lengkap bersamping.. uhh hensemnye konon.. hohohohoho..

Solat raya, masjid melimpah dengan jemaah, yang lelaki jek dah melimpah ke jalan besar.. yang perempuan kena wat asing solat raya.. selalunye arwah mak pegi.. kitorang yang lain stay kat rumah (aku la nyibuk jek stay).. kakak2 aku derang jage anak & baby .. aku.?? segan plak nak pegi sorang-sorang tade geng.. hehehe..

Dah abess solat raya.. mula la seisi orang datang raya yang jauh jauh sket. Adik beradik arwah buyah dari KL.. sedara jauh sket-sket.. Kami adik beradik plak, akan bertolak konvoi kereta ke rumah pacik-pacik yang idak la jauh sangat tapi memandangkan dah ramai nak jalan sekali.. naik jek la kereta sume orang.. ada la kire-kire 1 van, 3 kereta.. hehehe.. sumbat sumbat.. nak jalan semua adik beradik & anak-anak sedara aku tuh.. yahhh. By tengahari balik la solat zuhur.. pastu sambung lagi jalan.. pastu balik asar & maghrib dan sambung laie sampaila ke mlm hari kol 11 -12 am kengkadang baru sampai balik rumah konvoi kami tuh.. adusss lotihnye bdn den..

Raya kedua seisi anak-anak sedara aku wat peraga baju derang.. yelahkan pakai jeans laa.. pakai tshirt , gaun laa... seisi amik amik gamba bebudak masa nih laa.. Raya kedua dah relax sket dok rumah banyak entertain orang datang pula le.. hehehhehehe.
Raya ketiga & keempat selalunye aku join event sekolah ; marhaban ke setiap pelusuk kampung.. Seronok erh.. jalan habis sekampung..

hmp.. itu semua sekarang dah jadik kenangan..

Nov 9, 2005

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri dari kami sekeluarga

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Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri
Maaf Zahir & Batin

dari kami sekeluarga

Oct 28, 2005

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri

Nampaknya tinggal kurang dari seminggu lagi Ramadhan dah nak berakhir.
Next week on this same day - dah raya dah.. insya Allah dah 2 Syawal dah masa tuh..
so .. ape cite kami nak menyambut syawal nih ?

+ Dh dah beli 2 jenis kuih raya (tak sure nak letak rumah sendiri ke? nak bwk balik kampung ?)
+ sendiri pun beli set gift tupperware raya - ada kek coklat dlm tuh (ingat nak bagi pada MIL)
+ Amirul & Atiqah baju (ada banyak pasang dah kalau yang casual - MIL beli.. sikulat pun beli)
+ Buat pertama kalinya selepas kami mendirikan rumah tangga, sikulat dan Dh beli baju raya utk kami, tahun pertama raya (Dh pakai baju melayu gold + sikulat pakai baju brown @ baju bertandang lepas kahwin); tahun kedua beraya sama.. (Dh pakai baju maroon + sikulat pakai baju maroon gak @ juga baju bertandang dulu .. ahhaha + amirul kami belikan baju melayu pun kaler maroon) saje nak mensedondonkan kami sekeluarga bertiga masa tuh.. So raya nih.. baru terasa nak beli baju raya laa.. heheheh.. best jugak ada baju raya nih.. cam excited jek nak pakai sedondon ngan DH raya nanti nih.. yey yeyyyy!
+ ohh tapi anak-anak ku... mama & papa lom belikan lagi amirul nye baju melayu... errr camne nih? paling dahsat pun senin depan aku nak terjah jugak jln masjid india tuh.. cekup la ape-ape yang menarik... dan atiqah.. terlalu kecil nak di pakaikan baju kurung .. errr.. next yr kena ada dah...tempah?? hmp..
+ kat opis nih, every khamis & jumaat ada jualan bulan ramadhan

-- banyak gak dah sikuat beli belah kat bawah nih --
LIST :
1- cream nutrish oil - nutrimetics (lama dah carik mende nih..yey)
2-Dockers pants utk DH (yah.. rm30 jek.. so apa lagi, susah nak jumpe offer cenggitu....)
3-Baju kurung sepasang
4-Shirt utk Dh (Dh kata baju Bangla - har har)
5-Tudung nak dipadankan dengan baju kurungku (ikut nasihat zarid selaku consultant fesyen rayaku - "tudung kaler contra baju" huehuehu)
6-1 skirt & 1 pyjamas utk Atiqah
7-1 baju utk Amirul
8-1 pyjamas utk diri sendiri
Esok nak kena siap-siap ke bukak pose di rumah Halim.. yah bestnye jumpe ramai-ramai.. Tugas kami kena bawak buah-buahan tempatan & import & kurma .. insya Allah..

0OO0 ada satu task belum selesai lagi -- menukar duit raya.. hemp.. kena cepatnih.. karang lupe plak nak tukar.
Akhir kata
Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri
Maaf Zahir & Batin

Oct 17, 2005

Back to Office

MIL & FIL sampai malam tadi, Amirul reaction ?? Heheh.. immediately running towards Tok bila Tok die melangkah masuk pintu, sampaikan tak leh nak gerak tok die ke dlm. sebuk soh angkat die.. (hermp.. sangatla cayang die kat atok die tuh.. hihi)

At 5am, atiqah wakes me up for milk. Hmp.. lepas sahur (sempat jugak tuh), dok lepak lepak kat luar ngan mak & abah. Derang ari nih dok rumah nak jage cucu.. tapi sorang jek laa termampu, Amirul stay at home, so atiqah nampaknye ke 'school' on her first day without abang nak jagekan die.. cian atiqah kena pegi school sorang-sorang.

Hantar ke 'school', die dengan jayenye tido.. ZZzzZZzzz (tak sedar pun orang bwk turun bwh - naik car - pas ke kakak kat 'school' - hai hai.. apela die wat gaknye skrang nih? Nangis ke? hmmpppp...

So - my first day balik opis, hahahahahha.. ari pertama dah lewat, unusual crawl di traffic light Jln Abdullah Hukum.. huhehue...

Masuk office, alamak blank la plak.. tak jumpe carik seat sendiri (almaklumlah opis baru). Hehe.. kena tanya kakak admin.. "Alamak kak Jam, tempat saya kat mane ek?" blank blank... TAPI blank ku hanyala utk seketika, baru duduk sat, bukak pc.. KRING KRING.. huihh.. boss call dah.. so as usual ke meeting la daku ni (tak nyempat nak lepak lepak dulu.. wahahahha)

Wat mase nih, tgh tunggu DH dari office die.. kalau dulu 5 minit maxima die amik masa nak sampai ke kereta.. skrang nih.. paling laju pun 20 minit kot baru die sampai sini.. hmp.. cian DH kena menapak (ada gak hikmah --> bleh la wat exercise sket kot)

ok sign off for the day!. Challos !

Oct 13, 2005

Event 2: Majlis Berbuka Puasa KRONI

Attention to all KroNi (semua kengkawan!!!!!!)

Assalamualaikum,

Wahh ehehhe.. cadangan tmpt banyak, tapi seperti yatipruzz, kami (saya & DH) amat mengalu-alukan cadangan berbuka puasa @ BBQ di rumah Halim atas dasar berikut :

+ bolehla kami senang hati membawa putera & puteri kami
+ senangla hati amirul berlari-lari ke sana ke mari tanpa ada orang asyik tangkap die soh diam-diam setempat sahaja
+ boleh la atiqah senang hati berguling guling di atas hamparannya
+ boleh la saya berlunjur kaki memegang kedua anakku itu...
+ boleh la Dh tunjuk skill bakar BBQ (aper susah wat teknik pakai kipas --> seperti yang di ajar oleh Farul/Tapai suatu ketika dulu)
+ bolehla berborak sakan tanpa mata-mata pengurus kedai yang dok jeling (dlm erti kata lain soh balik)
+ bolehla senang hati bergilir solat @ berjemaah (lama dah tak berjemaah ngan kroni)
+ banyak lagi hikmah nye tak dapat ku gambarkan disini..

tapi kalau jadik -- kol bape nak dtg nih? kena prepare awal nih.. YEYY

Event 1: Majlis Berbuka Puasa HiFivers

Attention to all HiFiver 9397

Assalamualaikum,

Kengkawan sekalian, sekali lagi kite di amanahkan utk war-warkan event utk HiFivers pada semua

Event : Gathering Berbuka Puasa HiFivers
Venue : SEOUL, Jln Pantai Baru, (Dalam komplek LRT Kerinchi)
Time : Waktu berbuka puasa bagi kawasan KL
Date : 26th October 2005 (Rabu)
Price : RM29-30 (tak sure la plak - nanti konferm balik)
Menu : steamboat variety - ada malay cuisine also (kueh-kueh, mee --> kata jah --> yg pernah pegi dolo-dolo)

So sesapa rase bleh attend sile la khabarkan pada daku ini, war-war kepada sape-sapa yang berkenaan yeh yeh...

Wassalam

Oct 10, 2005

list to do & status

+ kemas rumah --> half half.. ada banyak lagi tak kemas (uwaa uwaaa!)
+ baju raya anak-anak --> macam dah kot.. yang me&DH beli, yang MIL beli.. wusshh.. banyak baju raya derang nih..
+ baju raya kami --> me&DH punya baju raya?? err... pakai jek baju mane-mane yang nampak cun sket ke.. hahahhahaha
+ duit raya --> alamak belom buat calculation & budget penuh laie..
+ Printing gamba --> berjaya dah upload ke QSCitifoto, delivered to home, diskaun 30% sbb guna maybank2U (yey!! recommended to all), dah berjaya dah masuk album - 331 keping semuanya (since amirul 5 month up to Atiqah 1 month.. ) lama btulllllll....
+ masuk keje --> waahahaha.. next week setat keja balik dah.. aduss busannyeee!!!
+ majlis berbuka puasa --> miss out kak uteh house (since all of us balik kampung), raudhah reunion buka pose??? kronis buke pose?? tahun nih tade sape nak organize ke?????
+ ape lagi yek?? rasanye banyak lagi to do list, tapi tak tersenarai laaa.. hohohoo

Oct 4, 2005

Family Picture

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me & my family.. "Amirul Akmal, my Dear Husband, me and Nurul Atiqah"



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Another new addition to the family "WND 6443"



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"serupa tak duorang budak nih?? "

Sep 30, 2005

managing & accessing performance system

today task.. yeyy.. performance contracting for the year 2005...

yah yahh

Sep 28, 2005

daily rutine (now)

before tido, kena siapkan baju amirul utk pergi 'school', 4 pairs + 5 daipers (essential), sometimes dgn ubat batuk , demam & selsema, sometimes with additional bedak khas utk ruam.. ++, arrange all in the bag.. ready to go.. yahh.. DH baju kerja dah siap di gosok 5 pasang - nih kena wat rutine weekends (so no worry utk daily rutine). Early morning, wakes amirul and changes his daipers if needed (cth : too wet or has 'yayak'), send both DH and amirul at the front door, waves goodbye..

Set my self to mandi, if Atiqah still sleeping, buat la secawan milo cecah biskut.. (so that my sarapan) hehehe... Once Atiqah dah bangun, siap siap air mandian + mandikan baby. Yah yahh. Lepas die dah mandi, feed her .. dan selalunye atiqah akan kembali tido......zZzzzzZZ. So menyempatkan diri angkat sidaian baju, basuh new batch baju lagi.. dan tgk tivi. Pagi nye citer slalu tak best sgt.. kol 12 ok sket laa.. ada la cite primetime mlm tadi (astro) yang ditayangkan semula in the morning. Waktu primetime (9pm onwards) jrg dapat ngk tV sbb slalunye dah terlelap ngan anak-anak - kononnye tidokan baby/amirul - abess kite-kite skali tido.. heheheh

Since bersalin nih, my mother in law perkenalkan citer setiap pukul 3.30ptg @ TV3 - tajuk : RUBY, so sampaila skrang nih, slalunya tak miss citer RUBY nih. Heheh... best jugak layan cite sepanyol nih.. Pukul 6pm plak.. ngadap citer korea : Stained Glass.. hehhee..

Slalunye dalam 6pm ++ baru la Dh sampai rumah with Amirul. Eat dinner while tangkap amirul yang lari sane sini.. dan menidokan Atiqah dalam buai... dan ulang semula aktiviti di atas..

ehehehe..

dah nak masuk keje balik dah nih.. ADUSS.. our new daily rutine kena rancang siap siap nih.. YAH YAH!!

Sep 27, 2005

First Entry

Akhirnya berjaya potong rambut amirul yang sudah menutupi mata dan mececah bahu tuh. Kesian die, this few days bdn hangat aje.. (mild fever). Itu yang pakse juga DH turutkan anak-anak k.ngah ke kedai gunting rambut kat kampung (melaka) last weekends. Heh, with his new hair cut, ulalala.. hensem btul skrang nih, nampak cam dah dewasa jek... hensem boy.

While our sweet little girl atiqah, nowadays dah pandai nak buat bunyi-bunyi 'coooOO..grr.. wuuuuu'.. sket-sket dah interactive toward orang yang mengagah die.. Pagi tadi dalam kol 4 pagi, lepas dah minum, die dok galak mata & bersuara. Aduss.. kenala layan bangun sat.. ngadap muke die, sbb kalau die tak nampak orang, nanti die jerit nangis.. nampak muke orang.. die diam.. kedip-kedip matanye...

Confinement 44 hari, dah tamat dah. Di tamatkan dengan acara pulang ke kampung (melaka). Sekarang balik melaka, berwajip balik rumah k.long & k.ngah. Pepagi dah siap-siapkan packing baju anak-anak dan kami. Mandikan diorang dan mulakan perjalanan (even sarapan pun .. singgah kat McD - dkt Mobil before masuk toll tu). Dalam kereta, Amirul duduk dalam car seat (which after a week continously kena duduk dalam tuh - amirul dah get us to it, and only nyanyi-nyanyi, cakap-cakap crite ape ntah.. bersorak-sorak dan kadang-kadang termenung jek pandang luar tingkap - without any attempt to jump out from the car seat).. fuhhh.. On the highway, both the kids were asleep, allowing me to chat & melayan DH from mengantuk & boring kat depan sorang sorang.

Sampai k.long house at 12 noon. Turun kete, ada bunyi radio dalam rumah, tp tade orang nyahut salam.. maka main terjah jek masuk, rupa-rupanya ada sorang jek anak sedara (itu pun sbb ponteng sekolah - sekolah kan sekrang tgh ganti utk cuti raya). Terkejut budak sorang nih sbb die tgh menyanyi dalam bilik air (dok basuh kasut rupenye + baru nak mandi pagi)... Luckily die memonteng kelas.. kalau tak kitorang sampai tade sape kat rumah, sure teruskan perjalanan seterusnye. Siti (the anak sedara) jemput k.long yang sedang bergossipan (kata Siti) kat rumah orang kenduri not far dari rumah diorang tuh. Kelam kabut k.long balik..hehhehe.. terghezut ngan kehadiran adik bongsu die nih.. Lunch kat rumah k.long (yumm yumm) lame tak makan k.long masak.. + Siti pun ada masak (alermak.. Siti pun terror masak skrang.. - m.busu die nih? hohohoho. ?? ) Balik melaka nih, kami pergi singgah jugak ke rumah m.lang - yang dari hari tuh laie nak datang rumah jengah masa baru bersalin - tp kami masa tuh balik ke perak dah. Dan destinasi akhir petang tuh, rumah k.ngah (yang merajuk tempohari sbb die ter miss daripada dapat tahu - I have already gave birth to Atiqah - ntah leeee cemana ntah k.ngah boleh tatau.. sms dah semua ari tuh.. tapi network bengong kot). Overnight di rumah k.ngah.. aduhaii.. amirul bizi btul tanak tidoo.. sebuk nak explore rumah m.ngah die wlpn sume orang dah nak tido.. berapa kali keluar masuk bilik ngikutkan die.. isk isk..

on the way balik KL, again DH is suggesting to visit yati & pruzz. DH dah berapa kali kata nak singgah, asyik tak dapat aje.. so call pruzz to ensure.. and again CANNOT SINGGAH.. hahahhaa.. DH kate.. uhh uhh.. nih dah masuk 3 kali cuba nih.. pasnih tanak dah laaa.. 1st attempt on last week - Pruzz & family not at home - ada kat ampang - we ends up singgah rumah Yoep (DH big bro), 2nd attempt - on Friday (DH cuti - bawak bebudak jalan-jalan kat tasik putrajaya- diorang nak ke klinik bwk Idlan tak sehat), 3rd attemp - as above mentioned.

bile ntah nak dapat peginye.. hopefully Idlan dah sehat dah.. nanti-nanti kite wat rancangan lain la, kena in advance 2-3 days nih bagitau nak datang.. hehehheheheh

Sep 22, 2005

confinement period? kembali ke opis? ramadhan..

lama tak update blogs, daily ngadap internet, tp nak amik masa menaip blog slalu malas..
Confinement period dah dekat the end, today Atiqah is already 38 days.. how was i'm doing with the my confinement.. err eerrr...

DH parents dah balik ke Ipoh last week lagi. Which means as at today, Amirul sudah kembali ke 'school' (which we always tell amirul what nursery is). Hari pertama ke 'school' after 1 month long cuti sekolah, he cried aloud when DH drop him there. When DH picks him up in the evening, the teachers said.. he cried a lot that day. 2nd day (tuesday), no more cries - but came home that evening with 'lebam' under his chin. Ohh.. lupe nak habaq, Amirul sudah jalan!!.. tapi biasalakan baru nak dapat kaki, asyik jatuh ajela.. He started to walk on the last week his grandparents here. Maka sekarang, memang la bizi saje ronda-ronda rumah wat expection sane sini... ada aje yang tak kena & nak di kemas skrang..

Tidaklah lama lagi kalau nak kira, nak kena masuk keje balik. Yeh, balik kerja di menara plak.. yah yah, tidak la susah payah berulang alik dari BKM every time ada meeting ( which is actually almost everyday ada meeting di Menara.. ).. Yahhhhh..

Expected to turn up at office 13/10 - errr.. Thursday.. ape kate teruskan cuti lagi sehari?? hehehe.. (sedang di pikirkan!!)

Atiqah akan di hantar ke 'school' with her abang by then. Syian Atiqah, kena anta 'school' kecik-kecik laie.. Abang die dulu, hantar rumah orang (but due to a lot of ***) Kami permudahkan semua pihak dengan hantar Amirul ke 'school'. Semua happy.. so Atiqah pun akan join ke 'school' nanti..

Ramadhan? Is coming .. preparation? Hehe.. preparation to buka puasa ngan anak-anak laa..

Sep 8, 2005

how to upload vclip in blogs..

Disebabkan ada 2-3 orang bertanye.. hopefully penerangan nih dapat membantu.. sila sila..

vclip die resize kan ke size yang kocik jek, senang nak upload
wat mase ni, paling mudah upload file movie ialah ke account yahoo
yahoo kan ada provide hosting utk website personal geocities.yahoo.com tuh,
so uploadkan la movie kat folder yahoo.geocities korang dulu...

lepas tuh, masukkan command utk play vclip...
cth.. nanti gantikan * dgn < pastu tutup balik command ni.. okkeyh.. < / e m b e d > , kalau nak die autoplay kan vclip tuh, autoplay = true

*embed src="http://www.geocities.com/klik2403/nyanyan.WMV" width="320" height="240" type="application/octet-stream" autoplay="false" controller="true"

**GOODLUCK!**

Sep 1, 2005

more pics of Atiqah

Dah balik rumah cheras dah..
more pics of Atiqah..

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Aug 23, 2005

some early pics of Atiqah...

thanks so much to acik julie for uploading some pics of Atiqah

http://julieyana.fotopages.com/

tQ

Aug 22, 2005

Nurul Atiqah Dzulhasrin

Assalamualaikum,

hai ooOO korang2 sume, alhamdulillah, 15/8/2005, 7.35am kita selamat dah melahirkan bayi perempuan , berat 2.98 kg dekat Hospital Pantai Bangsar...

Kami namakan, Nurul Atiqah Binti Dzulhasrin.

Maaf dekat sesiapa yang lambat kami informkan khabar berita gembira nih, sebab agak kelam kabut last week. Amirul demam & sebagainye....

nanti kite update laie.....

Jul 26, 2005

Jun 14, 2005

Berkelah Trip Raudhah30

Paste semula email dari Julie, perancangan nak berkelah minggu depan
--> me to discuss & get hubby approval first.. hehehe..

syoknye syoknye.. moga-moga kitorang berjaya utk pegi berkelah ! yah yah

--> Option venue : AirTerjun Gabai/Tekala/ Ulu Yam
--> reasoning ? dekat nak pegi, kos = perjalanan + makan sahaja, riadah ringan-ringan, berehatkan minda, lame dah tak kumpul ngan bebudak ex-no.30, percint9......
_____________________________________________

From: Juliana Mat Yaacob
Sent: Tuesday, June 14, 2005 11:47 AM
To: Nur Hilyati Mohamed Ali; Noorasmawati Salleh; Khadijah Othman; Azrina Mohd Zaini; 'Safurah A. Jalil'; Zaridah Zainal Abidin; Maryam @ Muhaini Mohamad Ariff; Mazuina Mustapa Albakri; Omrainee Omar; 'Haslin Johari'
Subject: Berkelah Trip Raudhah30
Importance: High

Jom make it happen..

Tentative Date: 25 @ 26 June 2005
Tempat: To be decided

Sila beri info boleh join/tidak: (update!) - BBQ ?? yum yummm

Julie & family - KAMI BOLEH. insyaallah
Yati & family -
hubby family is coming - to discuss with hubby in bringing the whole family to the trip as well..
Semah & family - hubby family is coming - have to go elsewhere - not sure can or not ? hmp hmp..
Ijah & hubby - KAMI BOLEH. insyaallah
Gna & hubby - KAMI BOLEH. insyaallah
Safurah &amp;amp;amp; hubby -
SAFURAH NAK HARI AHAD. SABTU DIA ADA KELAS.

Zaridah & family - not sure - have wedding to attend on the propose date
Hani & family - not sure - see confirm date first, just come back from tioman..
Ina & hubby - waiting for response
Wanie - waiting for response
Selin -
SELIN NAK HARI AHAD

Cinub jek takde..

So, tempat pilihan, sape nak decide/suggest?.. Kite ikut jek sbb mana2 pon kite tak pernah pegi.. Hehe
Tapi cam Gna cakap.. Kalau boleh ambik yg dekat2 jela..
Sbb semua ngan baby & kite pon nak balik hari..
Kalau jauh sangat kang takut sampai ke malam lak..

TQ & WARM REGARDS

Juliana Mat Yaacob
Technical Solution & Engineering Services Domestic
Service Fulfillment Center TMW
03 22404858 @ 013 3943452
myjuliana@tm.com.my

Jun 13, 2005

My First G2P1 with DRNORA

G2P1 - what was written on my new GYNAE appointment card with DrNora.. means my second child appointment card perhaps.. hehhehe..

--> just got the right meaning of G2P1 - tQ tQ.. knowledge nih.. hehhe

At Thursday, June 16, 2005, annnum said...
G2P1 tu maknenye --> Gravida 2 [kandungan yg ke-2] para 1 [telah melahirkan 1 anak]..

Apointment ngan DrNora supposenye pukul 9.00 pagi lagi. Tapi saje gerak lelambat dgn nak mandikan amirul la.. tunggu die napping pagi dulu sat.. kemas kemas brg sket (sbb nak pegi rumah abg kat shah alam direct lps ke klinik).. so manage sampai kat klinik kol 1040 cenggitu.

Pergh.. ramainye orang!!!!!.. isk isk.. biasala kan menunggu kat luar tuh, skrang dengan adanya amirul .. meliang liukkan badannye.. sambil menyanyi-nyanyi.. hehe.. dan turun pule ke atas karpet.. cube menggulingkan diri.. dan bangun balik.. dan melunsur balik.. waduh.. sakit jugak penantian nak masuk .. :)

Tak sure pukul brape dapat masuk.. ada la kot nak dekat 1 jam lebey la jugak .. sbb ada patient yang masuk jumpe drNora terus kena admit (tp kakak tuh mmg nampak dah dahsat juga rupe nak beranaknye).. ada yang patient dari wad yang ada advantage jumpe dulu la.. (skip line)..

Bile dpt masuk.. heh first thing after beri salam kat kami. DrNora terus greet amirul "wah.. handsome boy!" amirul ape lagi.. orang kate ensem.. terus tersenyum-senyum sambil cube buat ala-ala manja dan malu-malu.. hohoho.. "wooo pandai nyamar yeee.. dpn orang.. sukenye die dipuji comel".....

EVERYTHING IS OK !.. EDD 08082005 (kalau lahir on this date... samelah ngan acik yatipruzz nye besday nanti).. hehehhe.. Ultrasound result.. URI kat atas (at the moment no C sect is required for me - OK), baby is developing well - OK, sex - maybe... maybe.. maybe.. DrNora kate MAYBE punyela banyak kali.. the baby is a GIRL. hemp.. BOY/GIRL tak kesah la.. as long as baby sihat - alhamdulillah.. si abang Amirul tuh.. orang sebuk tgk screen ultrasound tuh, die pun sebuk gak.. ngomel ngomel sendiri.. join tgk jugak.. ntah ape yang die ckpkan.. ntah ape yang difikirkan..

Jun 10, 2005

words for the day..

lame tak update... huh!

bace bace mail hari ni.. ada tazkirah sket.. menarik gak..


"Janganlah anda membiasakan diri anda berhutang, kalau
terpaksa juga berhutang, maka berniatlah untuk segera
membayarnya." -Hukamak-

"Bahawasanya Allah itu Maha Indah dan suka kepada
keindahan
." -Hadith-

"Barangsiapa yang menunjukkan orang lain supaya
berbuat kebaikan, maka orang itu beroleh pahala sama
seperti pahala orang yang mengerjakan kebaikan itu
."
-Hadith-

"Setengah dari tanda kesempurnaan Islam seseorang itu
ialah dengan meninggalkan pekerjaan yang sia-sia."
-Hadith-

"Jangan putus ada kerana setiap penyakit itu ada
ubatnya, kesusahan ada tepinya dan rezeki ada
lombongnya.
" -Abul Islami-

"Kalau hendak menguruskan diri sendiri, anda harus
mempunyai ketetapan hati
. Kalau anda dapat menghukum
diri sendiri, maka akan lepaslah anda dari hukuman
orang lain." -Fuqahak-


Update in life these days..
--> Bizi yang amat.. minggu nih baru release, itu pun sbb bos tade - die sekali cuti skolah seminggu dengan keluarganya.. WAHH LEGA LEGAAAA..

--> ofis di urakan akan pindah masuk ke Menara TM bulan 7 nih.. sgt sgt di alukan, sbb tak larat nak pegi meeting kat Menara hari-hari.. sekejap ptg sekejap pagi.. penat bdn nih..

--> Wedding bebudak nih.. alahai ramai btul kawen bulan nih.. kebanyakkan tak dapat nak attend pun, congrate to , Safurah & Ilish, Cikalid (inteam) & Ida, Piyang & wife, Joy & hubby, Afzam & Wife, Kak Aza & Abg Amir, Boeing & Wife, Naim & Sue, Lart & hubby, dan ramai lagi..

--> Amirul tumbuh gigi.. wala.. penangan nak tumbuh gigi dahsat sungguh, demam teruk sgt ari tuh, temperature naik 38-39.5.. weezing sound kat lungs, infection, nebulizer (daily morning & evening session).. tanak tido mlm mlm.. menangis aje.. huhuu....

--> ZARID plak dah jadik opismet baru ku starting dari 1/5/05. Latest invention kitorang dlm opis nih, kitorang modified wall in between kitorang di robohkan - lalu menyenangkan lagi kami berborak & berborak.. hahrhhahahahhahahha.. seronok! seronok!

Apr 15, 2005

mendengar syarahan ? bebelan? luahan perasaan? amaran?

dalam kemengantukan tadi.. tertibe dlm panggilan..
uhuhh.. it is syarahan ? bebelan? luahan perasaan? amaran?

memula aku nak naik hot skalik dengan pemanggil nih.. ari tuh bising-bising kate aku patut tau sume.. hari nih, kate why should I go thru you? aiyaaaa.. peliks la ini orang..
aku pun dengar dan dengar.. dan berkate-kate jugak..wooOO ko ungkit hari tu.. harituh you kate..... meh aku pun bleh ungkit 'hari tuh.. hari tuh" gak.. har har..

ok laa.. layan aje la.. dienye + syarahan ? bebelan? luahan perasaan? amaran?+ and ended up the conversation sampai die pueh ati ngan +syarahan ? bebelan? luahan perasaan? amaran?+ dari aku plak.. (sib baik aku bleh gelak gelak lagi smbl bercakap)

aku senang aje.... ko nak aku buat.. aku buat..
ko tanak aku buat.. lain kali jgn datang soh aku buat.. !

huehue.. + hot gak nih.. tapi sabar sabar..

p/s: atleast.. syarahan ? bebelan? luahan perasaan? amaran? pemanggil tuh berjaye buat aku kurang rase bohsan.. yah haa!! tQ la yeh..

kemengantukan at 3.10pm

ngape hari nih rase ngantuk sesangat deh? herr herr..

Batuk berpanjangan..

Dah masuk minggu ke-3 dah batuk..

Anyone has any petua? Pelbagai peringkat batuk dah nih..
1st week - syndrom - gatal tekak, batuk berlarutan (susah nak stop once dah batuk)..
2nd week - lost of voice, selsema & berkahak, batuk di lewat mlm, difficullity to sleep, hard to take a deep breath, chest pain (Dr. assume mussle tension between lungs & tulang due to hard coughing).. got my second dosage of ubat batuk & combination of medicine + antobiotik + Paracetamol for pain killer
3rd week - still with a harsh voice... more selsema & batuk berkahak.. still have a chest pain whenever batuk .. huk hukkk..

Kesian Amirul.. now even him had batuk & selsema.. cian die.. hmp.. & kesian jugak kat 'adik' dlm perut mama nih.. takut die stress jek bile mama batuk tak henti-henti..

hmp hmp...

Apr 12, 2005

gamba "Adik" - 22 weeks +


mama pegi check 'adik' ari tuh.. dulu masa abang Amirul, mama tatau pun bleh mintak Dr printkan gamba abang Amirul dlm perut.. skrang mama dah tau.. mama mintak la.. ehhehehe

Apr 7, 2005

Week (1) story: 21-27/3/2005

hmp.. lame btul tak update blog.. dkt 2 minggu lebey.. bz manjang, dok opis pun idak.. hmp hmp.. so what happen?

21-25 March,
Kena pegi Langkawi.. huk hukk.. Sedey yang amat Sabtu (19/3) sbb Amirul dibawa balik oleh Opah & Tok ke Ipoh. Sampai tak sanggup nak hantar turun bwh pun. Sekadar bagi kat hubby jek yang mampu dr pintu bilik. Sob Sobbbbbsss.. For the first time sepanjang kelahiran Amirul, kami kena berpisah lebih dr waktu office hour tuh.. :(

Maka dlm gundah gulana tuh, kerja ttp kena dijalankan. Bertolak ke Langkawi dr opis kol 910am. Ntah laa.. diorang bersungguh tanak bagi pegi naik flight. Tak bleh claim, nak jugak kitorang yang dah tinggal berlime nih naik van pegi Langkawi. Uh uhh.. participant lain sume dah tak kesah dah bayar sendiri naik flight, tapi aku & azni yg terlambat dpt info nih, terpaksela pasrah. Uhuhu.. kol 9 dr KL smp ke destinasi Sri Intan Langkawi kol 9 mlm. Uhuhu.. 12 jam.. isk isk

Sepanjang workshop.. leteynye yang amat, bgn pagi..celik mandi, semayang, sarapan, diskus, break mkn tghari, semayang, diskus smp ke ptg kol 6 lebey, blk mandi, semayang, makan mlm, diskus sampai la kol 2 pagi.. balik tido.. continue.. and continue doing it sampai la hari khamis... wargh wargh.. Sampaikan hujung kuku pun tak cecah setitik air luat di Langkawi tuh pun. Errr.. tak rase pun pegi Langkawi. Berkesempatan ikut kakak2 nih pergi shopping ptg Rabu(itupun..derang end cepat2 seisi ptg diskus- sbb nak gak pegi shopping).. Aku beli ape?? har har.. FRIDGE MAGNET 2 ketul. hohohoho.. diorang tuh smpt tuh beli pinggan mangkuk, periuk, pressure cooker.. dan sbgnya.

24 March.
...sambutan birthday ku dengan berdiskusi hingga lewat 2 pagi.. uhh uhh.....

Akhirnya pulang jua aku ke KL pada 25/3 dgn menaiki pesawat AirAsia (tak bleh claim tuh!!) sbb tak larat la nak naik van lagi.. huwa huwaaa.. Setibanya di KL, dijemput pulang oleh hubby di KL Sentral.. dan terus menyambung perjalanan ke IPOH.. saat itu juga.. hehhe.. penat pun penat jugak.. tp berlonjak perasan gembire nak jumpe hubby & Amirul.. tak terkate dah.. harung ajela perjalanan yang terus menerus tuh

Sampai kat Ipoh dah pukul 8 mlm. Amirul ngan di dukung Tok, sambut kat depan pintu. Huhu.. rase haru jek ngk die.. Muke Amirul memula cam blank blank ..1)sbb baru bangun tido..2)agaknye rerase mcm kenal aje 2 orang yang smp memalam nih....
Terus die hulur tgn kat aku.. pastu nampak papa dia.. hulur plak tgn kat papa.. baru papa nak pegang.. pusing balik.. nak dpt mama, dan aksi bertukar tukar nak mama & papa tuh berlanjutan adalaaa dalam 10-15 minit pertama kitorang sampai tuh..

Mama & papa rindu kat Amirul sgt.. agaknye.. die pun ekspress rindu die smp cenggitu sekali....

The next day, kami berjalan ke Kuala Kangsar, jgk sat MCKK 100 year punye event. Itu pun hubby rajin nak pegi sbb ada Mizy yang kena jage booth TMNET kat sane.. hehehe.. dpt la round round sket dlm MCKK tuh.. Sempat la hubby cite2 mane hostel die dulu.. pokok mane yg diorang kate ada hantu.. masuk dinning hall derang.. amik2 gamba sket.. boleyla.. Pastu as usual, balik rumah tok kpd hubby kat Kg Beluru. lepak lepak sane, mandi.. mkn mlm.. dan balik tidooooo... akhirnya dpt jugak berehat rehat sket.. lotih lotihh..

Mar 17, 2005

kak ani, di bawa ambulan ..

aku kusyuk jek dok dlm blek nih; sambil bincang-bincang keje ngan wlela. Pastu dah merepek ke topik Gna kawen laa.. tub tubb Azni menjengah kepala..
+ weeh.. kak ani dah kena carry ngan stroller kat luar tuh, ada paramedik sume..
+ korang perasan tak ??
- erk.. aa.. nape nape? aku ngan wlela.. berpandangan pelik.. dan bergegas kuar tgk ape jadik kat luar..

Hermpp.. kesian kak ani, die pregnant 5 bulan, sama mcm aku. Anak ke-4 dah masuk yg nih. Tapi since awal mengandung lagi.. byk juga complication. Ada sekali ari tuh warded sbb tetibe die rase mcm contraction. Doktor kate URI die ke bawah sgt. Die takleh wat keje berat, jln kena slow slow.. dan pelbagai lagi penjagaan rapi yang perlu.

Hari nih, dengarnya.. tibe-tibe die sukar nak bernafas.. lepas tuh tak boleh berganjak dari kerusi die.. die call husband die.. "patutla wlela kate nampak hubby kak ani kat luar sblm die masuk office aku tadi. Hemp...hmp.. bukan husband die yang kena panggil.. ambulan pun dah kena panggil tuh.. panggil ambulan ok sket, nak pegi ke hospital senang sket, tade jem jem nih..

Kesian die.. mase kitorang kluar tadi.. paramedik dah angkat die atas stroller. Check blood pressure... aku pun tak nampak sgt.. diorang bebtul depan bilik kak ani, sempit la plak nak sebuk mencelah jugak kat situ. Tgk dari kejauhan aje.. idak le lama sgt lps tuh, paramedik bawa die turun.. pastu dengar laa ambulan berlalu pergi...


...... *neno neno neno...*

Mar 16, 2005

raksakse kecik ngan sore halus..



ooOO. my brain cenggini ke?

Found this in one of the bloggers page..
Your Brain is 66.67% Female, 33.33% Male
Your brain leans female
You think with your heart, not your head
Sweet and considerate, you are a giver
But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!

Berpisah kerana tugas?

klik2403: wualala..
klik2403: minggu depan seminggu kite kena gih langkawi
klik2403: huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
klik2403: kena tinggalkan amirul kat ipoh
klik2403: huwa huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
klik2403: benci btul la diorang nih,ada ke organize workshop smp seminggu..pastu plak jauh gile
klik2403: waa hwaaa

ach1q: huhu..
ach1q: ah..
ach1q: seminggu..
ach1q: huih lama nyer
ach1q: cmd nyer workshop ker?

klik2403: ha'a
klik2403: isk isk..
klik2403: bos kite la nih.. blank la die tuh..
klik2403: ape yang die nak bincang ntah lame lama gitu

ach1q: tuhla..
ach1q: tu jadi mkn angin lah tue
ach1q: sume big boss ke attend?

klik2403: huwaaa.. diorang makan angin..
klik2403: kite makan ati
klik2403: huhuhu
klik2403: hemp.. tak jugak .. ramainya dari hq nih, ada la a few dari state head
klik2403: isk isk..
klik2403: buat kat menara telekom udahle..
klik2403: buang duit aje derang nih
klik2403: ahhaha (sore ketidakpuasan hati ku.. kerna terpakse berpisah dgn anak terchenta)

ach1q: isk. isk..
ach1q: nak pegi ngan ape tuh? bas ker?

klik2403: ha'a
klik2403: dari KV ada bas disediakan
klik2403: kat depan bkt mahkamah ni ha
klik2403: hmp..

ach1q: woh..
ach1q: jauh la plak


..berpisah kerana tugas? huhuhu.. sedeynye nak kena pergi jauh nih. Masa orang bujang dulu, tade sape nak offer pegi training ke...seminar ke.. workshop kat tmpt jauh jauh.. skrang gatal btul.. huwaaaaaa... *Sambut birthday dengan officemate la minggu depan nih* huk huk.. nak sambut besday ngan hubby & baby.. waa.. waaa waaa...

*sib baik adik kena ikut mama dlm nih, kite sambut besday mama berdua aje la ek ek.. huk hukk*

Mar 15, 2005

Story of misunderstanding

I like this story so much; the lack of communication and understanding can destroy a relationship and love.. Berdoa kepada Allah semoga berkekalan hendaknya kemanisan hidup kami sekeluarga dari musibah dan ketabahan hati menjalani hidup ini.. Insha Allah.

This is a wonderful and touching story of a Shanghai couple. I
t can happen to any of us.
#Moral of the story...let's not be blinded by that moment of anger...there is no shame to seek forgiveness and to give forgiveness. Its worth your time to read the story till the end.Enjoy... the reading

This is a true story, taken from "Family" (dictated by LD, edited by LSX, translated by SaFe).
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Cruel misunderstandings one after another disrupted the blissful footsteps to our family. Our original intend of having Mother enjoy some quiet and peaceful moments in her remaining years with us went terribly wrong as destiny's secret is finally revealed at a price, everything became too late.

Just two years after our marriage, hubby brought up the idea of asking Mother to move from the rural hometown and spend her remaining years with us. Hubby's father passed away while he was still very young.Mother endured much hardship and struggled all on her own to provide for him, see him through to a university degree. You could say that she suffered a great deal and did everything you could expect of a woman to bring hubby to where he is today.

I immediately agreed and started packing the spare room, which has a balcony facing the South to let her enjoy the sunshine and plant some greenery. Hubby stood in the bright room, and suddenly just picked me up and started spinning round and round. As I begged him to put medown,he said: "Lets go fetch mother." Hubby is tall and big sized and Ilove to rest on his chest and enjoy the feeling that he could pick me upat any moment put the tiny me into his pockets. Whenever we have anargument and both refuses to back down, he would pick me up and spin meover his head continuously until I surrender and beg for mercy. I became addicted to this kind of panic-joy feeling.

Mother brought along her countryside habits and lifestyle with her. Forexample; I am so used to buying flowers to decorate the living room, shecould not stand it and would comment: "I do not know how you youngpeople spend your money, why do you buy flowers for? You also can't eatthe flowers!" I smiled and said: "Mum, with flowers in the house, ourmood will also become better." Mother continues to grumble away, andhubby smiled: "Mum, this is a city-people's habit; slowly you will getuse to it."

Mother stopped saying anything. But every time thereafter, whenever Icame home with flowers, she would ask me how much it costs. I told herand she would shake her head and express displeasure. Sometimes, whenI come home with lots of shopping bags, she would ask each and every itemhow much they cost, I would tell her honestly and she would get evenmore upset about it. Hubby playfully pinched my nose and said: "Youlittle fool, just don't tell her the full price of everything wouldsolve it." There begins the friction to our otherwise happy lifestyle.

Mother hates it most when hubby wakes up early to prepare the breakfast.In your view, how could the man of the house cook for the wife? At thebreakfast table, mother facial _expression is always like the dark cloudsbefore a thunderstorm and I would pretend not to notice. She would useher chopsticks and make a lot of noise with it as her silent protest. AsI am a dance teacher in the Children's Palace and is exhausted from along day of dancing around, I do not wish to give up the luxury of thatadditional few minutes in the comfort of my bed and hence I turned adeaf ear to all the protest mother makes.

From time to time, mother would help out with some housework, but soonher help created additional work for me. For example: she would keepall kinds of plastic bags accumulating them so that she sell them lateron, and that resulted in our house being filled with all the trash bags;she would scrimp on dish washing detergent when helping to wash the dishesand so as not to hurt her feelings, I would quietly wash they again.

One day, late at night, mother saw me quietly washing the dishes, and "Bam"she slams her bedroom door and cried very loudly in her room. Hubby wasplaced in a difficult position, and after that, he did not speak to mefor that entire night. I pretended to be a spoilt child, tried actingcute, but he totally ignored me. I got mad and asked him: "What did I do wrong?" Hubby stared at me and said: "Can't you just give in to her once? Wecouldn't possibly die eating from a bowl however unclean it is, right?"

After that incident, for a long period of time, mother did not speak tome and you can feel that there is a very awkward feeling hanging in thehouse. During that period of cold war, hubby was caught in dilemma as towho to please.

In order to stop her son from having to prepare breakfast, mother tookon the "all important" task of preparing breakfast without any prompting. Atthe breakfast table, mother would look at hubby happily eating his breakfastand cast that reprimanding stare at me for having failed to perform my dutyas a wife. To avoid the embarrassing breakfast situation, I resorted tobuying my own breakfast on my way to work.

That night, while in bed, hubby was a little upset and asked me:"LD,is itbecause you think that mum's cooking is not clean that's why you chose notto eat at home?" He then turned his back on me and left me alone in tears asfeeling of unfairness overwhelmed me. After some time, hubby sighed: "LD,just for me, can you have breakfast at home?" I am left with no choice butto return to the breakfast table.

The next morning, I was having porridge prepared by mother and I felt asudden churn in my stomach and everything inside seem to be rushing up my throat. I tried to suppress the urge to throw up but I couldn't. Ithrew down the bowl and rushed into the washroom and vomited everythingout. Just as I was catching my breath, I saw mother crying and grumblingvery loudly in her dialect, hubby was standing at the washroom doorwaystaring at me with fire burning in his eyes. I opened my mouth but no wordscame out of it, I really didn't mean it.

We had our very first big fight that day; mother took a look at us, thenstood up and slowly made her way out of the house. Hubby gave me a finalstare in the eye and followed mother down the stairs.

For three days, hubby did not return home, not even a phone call. I wasso furious, since mother arrived; I had been trying my best and puttingup with her, what else do you want me to do? For no reason, I keep havingthe feeling to throw up and I simply have not appetite for food, coupledwith all the events happening at home, I was at the low point in my life.Finally, a colleague said: "LD, you look terrible, you should go and see adoctor."

The doctor confirmed that I am pregnant. Now it became clear to me why Ithrew up that fateful morning, a sense of sadness floated through that otherwise happy news. Why didn't hubby, and mother who had been throughthis before, thought of the possibility of this being the reason that day?At the hospital entrance, I saw my hubby standing there. It had only beenthree days, but he looked haggard. I had wanted to turn and leave, but onelook at him and my heart soften, I couldn't resist and called out to him. Hefollowed my voice and finally found me but he pretended that he doesn't knowme; he has that disgusted look in his eyes that cut right through my heart.

I told myself not to look at him anymore, and hail a cab. At that moment, Ihave such a strong urge inside me to shout to my hubby: "Darling, I amhaving your baby!" and have him lift me up and spin me round in circles ofjoy. What I wanted didn't happen and as I sat in the cab, my tears startedrolling down. Why? Why our love couldn't even withstand the test of onefight? Back home, I lay on the bed thinking about my hubby, and thedisgusted look in his eyes. I cried and wet the corner of the blanket.

That night, sound of the drawers opening woke me up. I switched on thelights and I saw hubby with tears rolling down his face. He was removingthe money. I stared at him in silence; he ignored me, took the bank depositbook and some money and left the house. Maybe he really intends to leave mefor good. What a rational man, so clear-cut in love and money matters. Igave a few dried laugh and tears starting streaming down again.

The next day, I did not go to work. I wanted to clear this out and havea good talk with hubby. I reached his office and his secretary gave me aweird look and said: "Mr. Tan's mother had a traffic accident and is nowin the hospital." I stood there in shock. I rushed to the hospital and by the time I found hubby, mother had already passed away. Hubby did notlook at me, his face was expressionless.

I looked at mother's pale white and thin face and I couldn't control thetears in my eyes. My god, how could this happen? Throughout the funeral,hubby did say a single word to me, with only the occasional disgustedstare at me. I only managed to find out brief facts about the accidentfrom other people. That day, after mother left the house, she walked indazed toward the bus stop, apparently intending to go back to her oldhouse back in the countryside. As hubby ran after her, she tried to walkfaster and as she tried to cross the street, a public bus came and hither...

I finally understood how much hubby must hate me, if I had not thrown upthat morning, if we had not quarreled, if...

In his heart, I am indirectly the killer of his mother.

Hubby moved into mother's room and came home every night with a strongliquor smell on him. And me, I am buried under the guilt and self pityand could hardly breathe. I wanted to explain to him, tell him that weare going to have our baby soon, but each time, I saw the dead look in his eyes, all the words I have at the brink of my mouth just fell backin. I had rather he hit me real hard or give me a big and thorough scoldingthough none of these events happening had been my fault at all.

Many days of suffocating silence went by and as the days went by, hubbycame home later and later. The deadlock between us continues, we were living together like strangers who don't know each other. I am like thedead knot in his heart.

One day, I passed by a western restaurant, looking into the glass window, Isaw hubby and a girl sitting facing each other and he very lightly brushedher hair for her, I understood what it meant.

After recovering from that moment of shock, I entered the restaurant,stoodin front of my hubby and stared hard at him, not a tear in my eyes. I havenothing to say to him, and there is no need to say anything.

The girl looked at me, looks at hubby, stands up and wanted to go,hubbystretched out his hand and stopped her. He stared back at me, challengingme. I can only hear my slow heart beat, beating, one by one as if at thebrink of death. I eventually backed down, if I had stood that any longer, Iwill collapse together with the baby inside me.

That night, he did not come home, he had chosen to use that as a way toindicate to me: Following mother's death so did our love for each other.He did not come home anymore after that. Sometimes, when I returned homefrom work, I can tell that the cupboard had been touched - he had returnedto take some of his stuff.

I no longer wish to call him; the initial desire to explain everything tohim vanished.

I lived alone; I go for my medical checkups alone, my heart breaks againand again every time I see a guy carefully helping his wife through thephysical examination. My office colleagues hinted to me to consider aborting the baby, I told them No, I will not. I insisted on having tothis baby, perhaps it is my way of repaying mother for causing her death.

One day, I came home and I saw hubby sitting in the living room. The wholehouse was filled with cigarette smoke. On the coffee table, there was thispiece of paper. I know what it is all about without even looking at it.

In the two months plus of living alone, I have gradually learned to findpeace within myself. I looked at him, removed my hat and said: "You waita while, I will sign." He looked at me, mixed feelings in his eyes,justlike mine. As I hang up my coat, I keep repeating to myself "You cannotcry, you cannot cry..." my eyes hurt terribly, but I refused to let tearscome out from there.

After I hung up my coat, hubby's eyes stared fixed at my bulging tummy.I smiled, walked over to the coffee table and pull e paper towards me.Without even looking at what it says, I signed my name on it and pushedthe paper to him.

"LD, you are pregnant?"Since mother's accident, this is the first time he spoke to me. I couldnot control my tears any further and they fell like raindrops. I said:"Yes, but its ok, you can leave now." He did not go, in the dark, wesat, facing each other.

Hubby slowly moved over me, his tears wet the blanket. In my heart, everything seems so far away, so far that even if I sprint, I could never reach them.

I cannot remember how many times he repeated "sorry" to me, I had originally thought that I would forgive him, but now I can't. In thewestern restaurant, in front of that girl, that cold look in his eyes,I will never forget, ever. We have drawn such deep scares in each other'sheart. For me, its unintentional; for him, totally intentional.

I had been waiting for this moment of reconciliation, but I realizednow, what had gone past is gone forever and could not repeated.Other thanthe thought of the baby inside me that would bring some warmth to my heart,I am totally cold towards him, I no longer eat anything he buys for me, Idon't take any presents from him and I stopped talking to him. From themoment I signed on that piece of paper, marriage and love had vanished frommy heart.

Sometimes, hubby will try to come into the bedroom, but when he walks in, Iwill walk out to the living room. He had no choice but to sleep in mother'sroom. At night, from his room, I can hear light sounds of groaning, I keptquiet. This used to be his trick; last time, whenever I ignore him, he wouldfake illness and I will surrender and find out what is wrong with him, hewould then grab me and laugh. He has forgotten that last time; I cared forhim and am concerned because there is love, but now, what is there betweenus?

Hubby's groaning came on and off continuing all the way till baby was born.Almost everyday, he would buy something for the baby, infant products,children products and books that kids like to read. Bags and bags of itstacked inside his room till it is full. I know he is trying to use this toreach out to me, but I am no longer moved by his actions. He has no choicebut to lock himself in his room and I can hear his typing away on hiscomputer keyboard, maybe he is now addicted to web surfing, but none of thatmatters to me anymore.I

t was sometime towards the end of spring in the following year, one latenight, I screamed because of a sudden stomach pain, hubby came rushing intothe room, its like he did not change and sleep, and had been waiting forthis moment. He carried me and ran down the stairs, stopped a car, holdingmy hand very tightly and kept wiping the sweat off my brown, throughout thejourney to the hospital. Once we reached the hospital, he carried me andhurried into the delivery suite. Lying on the back of his skinny but warmthbody, a thought crossed my mind: In my lifetime, who else would love me asmuch as he did?

He held the delivery suite door opened and watch me go in, his warm eyescaused me to managed a smile at him despite my contraction pain.

Coming out of the delivery room, hubby looked at our son, and me, hiseyes tear with joy and he kept smiling. I reached out and touched his hand.Hubby looked at me, smiling and then he slowly collapsed onto the floor.I cried out for him in pain... He smiled, but without opening that tiredeyes of his... I had thought that I would never shed any tear for him,but the truth is, I have never felt a deeper pain cutting through my body atthat moment.

Doctor said that by the time hubby discovered he had liver cancer, it wasalready in terminal stage and it was a miracle that he managed to last thislong. I asked the doctor when did he first discover he had cancer? Doctorsaid about 5 months ago and consoled me saying: "Prepare for his funeral." Idisregarded the nurse's objection and rushed home, I went into his room andchecked his computer, and a suffocating pain hits me.

Hubby's cancer was discovered 5 months ago, his groaning was real, and Ihad thought that... the computer showed over 200 thousand words he wrotefor our son: "Son, just for you, I have persisted, to be able to take alook at you before I fall, is my biggest wish now... I know that in yourlife, you will have many happiness and maybe some setbacks, if only I canaccompany you throughout that journey, how nice would it be. But daddynow no longer has that chance. Daddy has written inside here all thepossible difficulties and problems you may encounter during your lifetime,when you meet with these problems, you can refer to daddy's suggestion...Son, after writing these 200 thousand words, I feel as if I have accompaniedyou through your life journey. To be honest, daddy is very happy. Do loveyour mother, she has suffered, she is the one who loves you most and alsothe one who loves me most..."

From play school to primary school, to secondary, university, to workand even in dealing with questions of love, everything big and small waswritten there.

Hubby has also written a letter for me:

"My dear, to marry you is my biggest happiness, forgive me for the painI have caused you, forgive me for not telling you my illness, because Iwant to see you be in a joyful mood waiting for the arrival of our baby...My dear, if you cried, it means that you have forgiven me and I would smile,thank you for loving me... These presents, I'm afraid I cannot give them toour son personally, could you help me to give some of them to him everyyear, the dates on what to give when are all written on the packaging..."

Going back to the hospital, hubby is still in coma. I brought our son overand place him beside him. I said: "Open your eyes and smile, I want our sonto remember being in the warmth of your arms..."

He struggled to open his eyes and managed a weak smile. Our son still in hisarms was happily waving his tiny hands in the air. I press the button on thecamera and the sound of the shutter rang thought the air as tears slowlyrolled down my face...

The end...

Majlis persandingan kakak sehari ku; Azrina dengan Azraie

Azrina a.k.a Gna.. long long time friend back in secondary school (SMAPLabu). Wow, it has been 12 years of friendship has been build between us. Getting to know her back in form one as ‘kakak sehari ku’ due to she was born on 23rd March 1980 while mine was the next day; 24th . We have been sharing the birthday reminder since then, each year that has passed. Still can remember her gift of a box of chocolate on my 14th birthday.. hehehe…

So, Gna is married now. Yey yey!. How about getting raudhah30 Jr. club new members? We want twins! We want twins! Haa.. Arai has the genetic; so apelagi Gna ? hehehhe…

Rombongan ke Gna wedding; consist of me, hubby, Amirul and Wanie. Hihi.. bawa baby sitter la sorang.

Biasala kan, time jadik pengantin, yang kecohnye hadirin jek lebey lebey wat gathering + kutip info terkini rakan-rakan.. So news while attending the weddings ( news to me lah kan kan..) :
+ Ecah & Ayil is expecting baby dah rupenye; har har.. Ecah perut besor dah
+ Asma’ & Tabab is expecting too; just found out, due insya Allah in October
+ Azury pun akan ‘meletupkan’ diri jugak in May (tapi perut kecik jek budak sorang nih)
+ Wanie tak confirm nak gih reunion (hifivers); ulala.. bak kata Keri Kemat; “hoh.. ko sorang jek assistant manager tak gih nanti..”

And bla.. bla.. bla..

As usually, Amirul bila bertemankan member dlm car, aduhai dah mengantuk sgt pun sebuk mengekang mate.. sebuk nak carik carik orang kat belakang car. Heh, tp. lama kelamaan, tak larat gak die.. tertido jue.. sejurus sebelum drop Wanie kat Fajaria. And he slept all the way home, all the way bringing him up from car to the lift and to our apartment doors.. and yey.. into his ‘buaian’. * Yey* die tido cam penat sungguh gih kenduri Gna.. dr la pukul 3 lebey hinggala kol 630ptg. Dahsatttt.. hehehhe.. ** penat la kan layan orang kat kenduri tadi **


*movie is courtesy of GABAN (the actual producer);
edited to suit web limitation*


Mar 14, 2005

growing up - bubbles.. mumbles..growl and roar

it seem as if, he got a new talent of singing with lips and blowing bubbles from his mouth. uhuh.. amirul gets so excited about this.. again and again.. singing and blowing bubbles.. "kuyup la baju tuh yayang.. isk isk.. " not only his own shirt.. mama + papa too.. hmp...

Another new thing he starting to show all of us is his way of showing disapproval and anger. Wow Wow… he can growl and roar at us while jumping back and forth in his walker. Disapproving things such as when his papa took his ‘toys’ away. We tested yesterday to see how far can he go with his disapproval; and as a result he cried aloud and cannot be settle down until the one who he get mad with comfort him.. hohoho.. *memilih* plak tuh.. hmppp….

Sleeping time is nicer than ever. At night, all I need to do is put him on bed & avoid any distractions i.e TV, light.. and the most important things is his papa from his sight. “As papa mean play and fun time for him”. Give him a bottle of milk and give him some space to roll back and over. Eventually he will drift away in dreams… hehe.. Good boy!

Mar 11, 2005

again..pregnant?

who ? me ??

+ wess.. bile nak masuk second baby?
>> Yupp yupp...Going to have the second one dah nih?!

+ Amirul kecik lagi tak ke semah ..oii??
>> alhamdulillah, murah rezeki nih, nanti dah tue leh lek lek anak dah beso!! Bleh dptkan amirul geng nak main bola ke.. geng main game ps2 papa die tuh ke.. tak pun geng nak tunggang terbalik kan rumah ke nanti.. hehe

+ bape bulan dah ?
>> hihi.. nak masuk 5 dah .. aahhaha

+ la tak bagi tau pun
>> korang tak tanye pun.. sape tanya sure dpt jawapannye.. aku tak tipu.. btul

Nih soklan feveret berbaru nih, bile aku dah setat buat pengakuan bebas dkt teman-teman rapat. Hihi.. our second baby, is expected to due on August this year; which mean, selang setahun genap ngan abang die " Amirul". Hopefully semua nya ok utk this pregnancy, insya Allah. Setakat hari ni, semuanya went well. Not much a problem, even mabuk mabuk pun tades , alhamdulillah, just starting to get tired during evening hours especial during weekdays. Tired ape laie.. tidooOOO zzzzZZzz...

Wah.. adik dah besar dah agaknye dalam womb mama nih; adik membesar dengan cehat okkey kat dlm nih.. Nanti dah kuar leh main ngan abang.. muah muahhhh!!

adik
Lilypie Baby Ticker

Hani second baby

at 11.05pm (9/3/05), got sms from hani, Muhammad Akmal selamat dilahirkan di PMC at 8.58pm tonite. La.. budak sorang nih, dah beranak dah rupenye.

Her expected due end of this month, nampaknya Akmal tak sabar nak kluar dan melihat dunia luar nih. Hehhee..

My family went to visit last nite ( 10/3/05), balik dari keje. She look a bit tired, bile di tanye pun, katenye labor untuk Akmal lebih sukar drpd labor Afiq. Akmal weight 2.44kg, ringan jugak, alhamdulillah sehat .

Baby Akmal sungguh la tak mahu berenggang dari mama nya, bile kami sampai, die tengah menyusu sambil tido, so his mother take the opportunity to borak2 sket. Biarkan baby Akmal tido .. Hemp.. tak sempat nak bercerite dah merengek dah baby Akmal.

Memula ingatkan baby Akmal, nak di bedungkan balik sbb tangan dah terkapai kapai sane sini smbl merengek. So taking the opportunity utk angkat baby Akmal la aku nih, ewah.. tolong bedungkan semua.. alaaa.. die still tamoh benti nangis.. siap mencari cari sesuatu dengan mulut die... hmp.. lapa nih... So aku pun bagi balik dekat mama die, biarla die minum puas puas hani.. hehhe..

after a while hani tgk baby mmg tanak bagi lepas menyusu, die panggil la semua orang balik.. hmp.. borak borak sambil melayan menyusukan baby Akmal la nampaknye.

Dapat amik gamba baby Akmal pun dr sisi dan sipi sipi aje.. sbb nak cover mama die kan kan.. hehe.. tgk la bile rajin nanti upload la..

Feb 23, 2005

injections lagi..

hehe.. semalam bawa Amirul pegi injection (follow up) untuk 5-6 month. Last week dah pergi, tapi belum inject utk hepatitis B laie.. takleh wat serentak ngan yang satu lagi dos (ikut jadual tu la kan).. so pegila mlm tadi ke klinik tuh..

Hehe.. mcm biasa die seronok aje bile part-part bukak pintu.. jln jln kat luar, naik kereta... heh.. excited laa.. wat sementara waktu.. kekekeke... kite nanti kang waktu kena cucuk nanti....

last week - dos last week tuh, memula Dr. suruh meniarapkan die.. seronok bukan main die.. guling guling atas katil Dr. tuh.. sekali kena cucuk.. menjerit sakan die.. nangis nangis.. bile upah dengan susu, minum susu sambil kejam mate.. pun dlm merungut rungut.. hihihi.. tak smp 3 minit dah terlelap.. hahahhahaha.. penangan 1st Dos ari tuh.. !


Masuk klinik.. die dokexcited lagi, sebuk la nak ajak ada budakkecik yg ada dlm klinik tuh main ngan die.. dok tego tego.. ' hoh!.. Hmp! dan pelbagai bunyik menandakan sapaan comel dr die.. mcm la beso sgt die nak main ngan bebudak tuh.. huhue...

Kena panggil masuk bilik Dr. start jek kena meniarap.. die dah buat muke cam pelik pelik aje.. Kena bukak sluar sket.. kena pegang tangan.. die wat bunyik lagi.. "hoHH".. Bile kena cucuk aje.. " waaWAa.. !!'' teriak die.. kehkeh.. raungan die tuh, lebih kepada marah kena cucuk .. sambil nangis tuh.. die sebuk nak pusing belakang.. nak tgk ape agaknye yang buat buntut die cakit... hehehhhe.. Bile dah angkat die.. still carik carik lagi.. Dr. tuh.. Wahhh .. dahsyat btul nih, die tak nangis tp. seolah olah marah kat Dr. tuh.. hHhahahahhaa.. !!.. Even Dr. tuh pun admit.. waahh.. die cari saya nih, marah ye?? ..

Apala Amirul.. garang btul.. kekekkeke....

SO next lambat lagila.. 10-12 bulan plak.. masa tuh agaknye kena bagi upah gegula la .. hmp.. hmp.....

Feb 21, 2005

..those were the days.....

hmp.. Aina .. terpanggil utk mencelah dlm seisi ko "those were the days" mengenang yg lampau; perhaps aku pernah rase ape yang ko rase.. when your best friend got married. Saat-saat mcm nih, rasenya macam selfish aje utk diri sendiri.. kan?

Fikir-fikir mcm tak logik jek, nak rase missing old those days.. hoping it to be rewind again and again.. but itulah perasaan yang ada. A bit of happiness for her happiness.. some jealousy to be left out, sad to be alone, berbelit2 of feelings..

Hmp.. bile tgk balik gamba dulu-dulu.. kengkadang senyum sendiri.. kengkadang rase haru.. but those days.. we were learning.. Learning to survive.. Learning to be great people.. Learning to smile.. Learning to appreciate.. Learning to getting ready for life ahead.

When you got married yourself, another new adventure to be explore.. more complex.. more commitment.. more demanding.. hmp..

This is a life story.. kalau repeating aje.. dok seronok kan kan? Ehhehhe.. ada climaxnya.. ada turun naiknya….

Aku pun rendu kat those old days.. hepi aje .. pk sempoi sempoi aje.. hmp.. malas sket nak pk, tido.. lupekan aje.. hahahhhaha.. skrang huih.. takleh begitu lagi.. kena byk lagi pk dan pk dan pk.. byk kerut kerut dahi.. cepat tue aku nih nanti.. hahaha..

lagi on "those were the days"--> Ika's

pics to share - my fotopages !


Feb 9, 2005

Februari..

Today,
Dah 3 hari tak jumpe hubby.. uhuhu.. "yey yey, ari nih hubby balik"..
Tinggal berdua ngan Amirul...

Isnin(8.Feb.05)..
Masya Allah.. terkejut sangat bile Amirul jatuh dari katil.......!!! Mengucap panjang aku dibuatnya. Alhamdulillah.. Amirul takla menangis sesungguh.. letak dia atas katil.. nakal sgt dah skrang nih, habis bantal di sodoknye.. isk isk.. Berlari mcm tak cukup kaki rasenye bile dengar bunyi 'berdebubb" dtg dari bilik.. diikuti dengan raugan sakit dr amirul.. Serasa pucat diri aku nih.. Yang Amirulnya pulak bila aku raut muka dia dengan air sambil selawat .."takut terkejut ke ape ke kan" .. die bleh gelak.. Lega rasanya bila die gelak gelak aje bile aku bwk die ke bilik air.. Picit picit sket kat area yg nampak cam merah kat kepala die.. die tak kesah jek.. hmp.. Alhamdulillah.. katil tak tinggi sgt.. "hmppp.. bahya btul la skrang nih.. dia dah pandai nak mengesot kedepan nih.. "

So.. semalam setelah di tenangkan oleh hubby..yg aku cepat2 call lepas Amirul jatuh.. aku pun melangkah ke opis gak.. Terkejut lagi sebenarnye masa gih opis.. by tengahari baru rasa bertenang sket.. Before gih kerje.. pesan kat kakak yang jaga Amirul tuh.. kalau Amirul nangis saje ke.. mcm tak sehat ke.. cecepat soh call aku.. " hrrrr..

Balik dari kerja.. cek cek dahi die... hmp.. takde kesan ape ape.. benjol pun tade.. yang ada kesan kena gigit nyamuk ada la.. hehehhe....

Penangannya.. kitorang tido terus atas TOTO depan tv ajela.. Bebas sungguh budak kecik tuh.. berguling-guling tido.. agaknye byk btul space die nak round round smbl tido..

Esok CUTI CNY.. hahaha.. hari nih dah malas dah.. so nih la contoh2 kerja yang aku rajin waktu2 camnih.. update fotopages.. update blog!!.. ehhehehe

Jan 20, 2005

Amirul Trip - Fraser Hill

30-31Dec -Amirul & family trip to Fraser Hill Hoye..!! punyala lama mengidamkan nak pergi bercuti CUTIMALAYSIAAAA!!.. "kene nyanyi sket". Baru la berkesempatan nak pergi this 2 days. Planning asal lama dah.. siap amik cuti pun lame dah.. tp decide nak pegi mane.. hari Rabu (29Dec).. baru carik2 tmpt. Sibbaik la call SriIntan kat Fraser.. byk lagi room available. So tempah ajela.. hehehhe..

..muhahahha.. punyela lama aku amik masa nak update balik.. akakkakakkaka.. sowi la Aida, aku asyik update fotopages aje .. heheh..

Perjalanan:: Dari KL..kitorang masuk TOL- exit Kuala Kubu Baru. Dari TOL, lebih kurang 30 Km..br sampai kat KKB. Dari situ, ingatkan dah dekat dah.. walla.. rupenye lagi 30km lagik nak nyampaike Gate. Fuhhh... jalan die.. pusing-pusing-pusing naik.. pusing-pusing.. pusing dan pusing lagi... uhh uhh.. on the way; akan lalu Empangan.. best best.. amik gamba kat situ.. hehehe.. lek leks. Sesampai kat gate naik.. ada timing utk naik & turun. Alhamdulillah, kami sampai kol 135pm camtuh.. sempat lg utk naik atas. Jln die one way ajes. So pusing dan pusing lagi.. beh kurang 8km. Sejukkksss.. dan mula terasa dah..

Penginapan:: Kami menempah Sri Intan Peninjau, setiba kat atas tuh, uhhh.. byk dok kete dok tunggu nak turun.. sbb kol 2pm stat bleh turun. heheeh.. goodtiming seh. Carik signboard SriIntan -> guest wat? another 4km.. har har har.... Biasalakan.. memula nak lalu, serasanye jauh sungguh.. 'alam memberi salam' kata orang. Penginapan.. NICE! Okla dengan RM45, dapat bilik selesa & luas.. Uhh. sejuk btul kat atas tuh, nak pijak lantai bilik pun rase nak lompat-lompat (rasa nyesal plak tak bwk selipar @ stokin... errrhhh. Cecepat pakaikan Mirul 2 lapis baju + baju sejuk die wane oren.. Comeyyy comeyyy !

Pengalaman:: Tak banyak aktiviti bleh di buat kat atas tuh, yang sronoknye ngambil gambo bersama amirul jek la.. hehehehh

"Ermp.. picture tell a thousand words la kan.. hihi..go to my fotopages la deh !!!!

Jan 8, 2005

update 21 December -7Januari 2005

7Jan
laa.. punye la lama tak update blog.. huhuahuha.. Kol5lebey tadi bangun dari tido, tgk Amirul dah meniarap dah.. nampak aje mama bukak mata, terus aje senyum .. hihi.. "mirul.. mirul.. senyum ajess". Aku membiorkan ajela..biar die wat hal sendiri.. "Mama still ngantuk la mirul...."
Idak la lame lps tuh.. die dok jerit jerit dah.. "uhh uhh.."
Nak tido la tuh.. itula .. td bangun sape suruh.. isk isk.. Udah le tuh, nak tidokan nak sedap sedap.. mengiring best best.. nak soh orang dodoikan.. kengkadang terasa nak susu.. kengkadang tanak.. huwahuwa.. dlm kemengantukan lain jugakla.. "Syhhh syhh.. tido mirul tido.. "
Hehehe.. sib baik die nak tido.. Nak kuar rumah dah tadi.. baru angkat dia. Dengan tak salin pampers nye.. ngan rambut kusut masai nye.. busyukk masyammm.. hantar ke rumah ACIK die.. hahahhaha...


5Jan
Birthday to Omrainee, Safurah, Uja, zatul.. semua tak dapat nak diwish. Sorang kat Pakistan.. sorang kat Filipines.. sorang tuh kat bangi (aku yg try mencontact senarnye).. soranglaie.. die yang habaq & peringat ari nih besday die jugak.. alahaaii apela aku nih..

4Jan
Aku cek suria.. alermak.. cuti semalam tak apply rupenye.. confidon jek mencutikan diri. Ingatkan hubby dah applykan. Siap ckp kat bos lagi aku cuti sampai semalam.. har har..

3Jan
Pagies lagi sudah bangun.. balik KL. Hubby renew lesen kat post ofis. Siapkan mirul..sarapan...Huwaa.. moga moga mirul dok nangiss!!. Yey.. mirul tido aje on the way. Dari setat kuar kat Tol die tido.. kitorang benti beli buah jambu kat Tapah. Die tak bangun gak.. baguss bagusss.. Good Boy!

2Jan
Ipoh - Konon nak hantar fizi (adik ipar) balik skolah pagi. Hmp.. siap sarapan.. mandikan amirul.. sarapan amirul.. tidokan amirul.. nak dkt kol 12 baru gerak gih Taiping anta fizi. Singgah plak kat rumah PakCu.. makan tghari. Lagi tidokan amirul.. susah btul nak tidokan die.. Lagi la bila die nampak ada orang seGeng die.. (anak anak PakCu).. lagi la excited nak main aje.. Kena bwk lari bilik lain.. rapatkan pintu.. baru Ok nak tido.. hmppppp.. Balik dr taiping, singgah rumah TOK plak kat Kuala Kangsar. Lepak-lepak sat.. singgah plak rumah PAH kat Jamuan, KK gak.. (dkt aje.. kampung sebelah)..pun lepak2 aje.. pastu gerak balik ke IPOH. HUwaaa... letihnye saye..
Planning asal nak balik KL malam nih, CANCEL sbb : 1) penat huhh.. huhh.. 2) hubby baru perasan lesen dah mati since 11 Disember 2004 lagi... hhaahha.. rupenye selama 2-3 minggu nih die bwk kete tade lesen..

1Jan
Ipoh - happy new year di IPOH. 'PakLah kata takleh wat sambutan new year".. ha'a aku sampai lupe plak ari nih new year. Hmmpp....